Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Goodmorning Beautiful...Today is the day!
Today is the day! It's super early, and I am trying to wake up lol. I didn't sleep well last night due to my excitement! As I stated last night, I am a little sad. It's bitter sweet for sure. I wish I had someone to go with me for support and also to help film the moment. Hubby asked me weeks ago if he needed to take off work and go with me and I told him no. Well, last night I started having the urge to recruit someone for support...lol. It's too late for him to request time off, so I will be going at this alone. Not sure how my filming will turn out either...lol. It's amazing how certain emotions just seem to hit you out of the blue. I wasn't expecting to feel sad and lonely! After all, this is supposed to be a good thing. However, I would say overall I am more happy/excited than anything. I don't think I will regret going through with this. Change can be a good thing...even when it is scary.